NOT FEELING

(I wrote this one this morning... It's about something really silly)

I feel I can’t feel
I can’t feel anything
I feel it’s not real
So is everything

Appalled at what I’m doing
And yet I continue
Scared and terrified
Of reaching a venue

It’s like stabbing someone
To make sure they’re there
It’s like loving no one
When love is in the air

Are they naïve and raw?
I’m I sophisticated?
So none of them saw?
Am I incarcerated?

I feel their stupid sorrow
And it makes me feel alive
What takes place tomorrow
Is no concern of mine

Numb and indifferent
Is how I feel today
I’m scared that persisting
Will wound my soul some day

Revenge is my desire
Vengeance is my goal
To put out the fire
Eating away my soul

I know they never hurt me
I know it’s not their fault
I can’t help but be me
Therefore, they must revolt

Revolt against my ways
Rise up to me and yell
Don’t do us in this way
We hope you burn in hell!!

I’m not an evil person
I just enjoy a good show
They like to entertain me
And then pack and go home

I think I’m in denial
I don’t want to admit
I’m compensating for something
That’s buried in my Id

OH GOD PLEASE IF YOU’RE THERE
Make it all just stop
I can’t do this anymore
Please take down the props

ISIS - The Silly