MY OBSESSION

The subject of my obsession doesn’t have a clue
He’s probably somewhere now, not knowing what I’m going through
Every breath that comes in me carries his scent
Every breath coming out has him in it too

Simple flashbacks of us together,
Send a burning rush through me
Cuz every memory is burnt forever
Simple flashbacks make my body
Peak in pain, peak in pleasure
Making my entire body
Scream and ache with longing passion
I’m damned for life by lure
I’m cursed by your temptation
I twist and turn through lonely nights
Tormented soul, tortured inside
You’re sitting now not knowing that
Not knowing something that is true
That right now I am cursed
With the desire of you


The interesting thing about all this is that you don’t have a clue
You are mine inside my head
But outside, you are you
Inside my head I do what I want, you’re mine without a choice
I like it better inside my mind because there is no noise
Outside my head you’re on your own
You speak with your own voice
Inside my head you are tied down, cuz I won’t let you go
I play my sick obsession games on you and you don’t even know
When I see your name on my phone I watch in utter awe
I don’t answer your stupid call because my tongue will roll
I won’t be able to say a thing, my voice will then have froze
I dial your number an hour later
I tell you I was busy
You think you’re not all that to me, I think that you are bitter

If I let you in on this will you know how to handle?
Deal with a mad obsession? Deal with all the baggage?
You will not satisfy my thirst, no man can ever do
Except when you’re in my head you can
You do, I know you do

I’d rather keep this to myself, as you are not mature
You won't fullfil my hungry heart
And you will break for sure
I wish your mind was open more
To another type of love
Where you’d find out and you’d explore
A love where you are locked

I know that you are missing lots
but in my mind, You're mine
I’m free to do all I want
If you knew, you'd react
And even if you wanted to

I wíll not stay and try

I'm happily crazy about you

Satisfied alone

If you entered the picture

I won't be on my own

(I'm happy this way. If I counted the times you're on my mind each day, there won't be enough ink in the world to write down the number, If I pinch my self everytime I think of you - which by the way I tried - there will be no part of my body not bruised, I am not able to get you out of my head, I am cursed by the desire of you. Please don't ruin it for me)